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| can we forget about the things i said.. when i was DRUNK |
[Saturday
December 17th, 2005
7:51pm] |
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okay im writing in this again
for a couple of reasons
1 being that im bored
2 i need to get my thoughts out
3 its time consuming
well, this christmas break has sucked so far
me and my stepmom erica have been fighting ALOT
she is like a cop at my house, always on my case.
anything i do she is right behind me to tell me
that i did something wrong or w/e
and then i threw a paper plate in the trash
that had chip dip on it & she flipped out
because the dip got on the garbage can? yeah. psycho.
she called my dad and told him to come home
because i am just "uncontrollable" riiight
and then my dad told me i had 3 options
i live with them and accept all the bullshit they put me thru
i move away to a boarding school
i go live with my mom
so i chose to go live with my mom
i packed everything up, with erica watching outside the door
then my mom came and got me
it really pisses me off that my dad CONSTANTLY
chooses my stepmom over his own daughter
he thinksshe isome kind of God, when really shes just a coniving bitch.
i was suppose to go to jimmys toga party last night
but i wasnt feeling up to partying
and today i have done nothing but eat & watch tv
L A Z Y Y Y Y Y Y
my stomach is KILLING me
so i didnt go out tonight to max's either
but its so gross and rainy outside so w/e
uh i am so tired of feeling like crap
i want to go out & get CRUnk
after all, its christmas break wtf!
im also so excited because CALI is coming up in a week!
finally get away from stupid jacksonville
the boy situation is okay
lots of boys want to hangout
but this whole sick thing is killing me
i love eing single
and having all these boys to talk to
and hangout with its quite fun
im pissed because my dad hasnt called
he calls me atleast once a day
im shure he's prob. relieved im gone
asshole.
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[Sunday
November 27th, 2005
5:36pm] |
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so i havent wrote in this thing in basically forever
because it was getting really extremely lame
but i need to vent so i figure wth i'll write in this
this is what i've been up to..
tuesday:
school was lame ofcourse.
went to dinner w/paige danielle & allison.
went to the basketball game. lost by like 20 points.
geni took me back to samanthas until she got off work.
then me & sammy came back to my house & pigged out & watched tv.
wednesday:
skipped school cause were cool.
hung out at max's all day, then jenks.
went to the soccer game for max w/everyone
thanksgiving:
LAME THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY.
bonfire @ night, smelt like smoke crucially.
danced on taylors truck w/sammy HAHAH.
got a call saying basically all of my bestfriends were in a wreck.
hauled ass up to the place where they were
for basically the most horrible thing ive ever seen
then hauled ass to the hospital
then my mom was freaking out & came & got me from the hospital
friday:
worked 10-7 & it was complete hell.
our credit card thingy wasnt working
we had to call every credit card in AHHHH
went over to sam's after work
got TACO BELL (i had been craving it forEVER)
then got whit the kutest bear from walgreens
dOODLebEAR! & we wrote all this stuff on it :o)
hung out w/gen erin whit jamie & sam @ whitney's
saturday:
went to work @ 1, when i was spose to be there @ 12
but my manager loves me so it didnt matter
was spose to go w/all the girls to the landing
but that didnt work out, long story
so i went to target w/my mom
&& got the KUTEST little snow boot things EVER
im seriously obsessed with them
then i get a call from bryan (talk about random!)
i havent talked to him in over a week
i didnt answer the call because i.. didnt want to talk to him
it was so weird seeing his # on my phone i was like WTF
then went & saw just friends with my mom
came home & bryan called again so this time i answered
he SAYS he was calling because he heard i was a pothead
and that i have sex with max all the time..
so that definetly made me laugh a little.
told him no & then hung up.
then he called back again & it was just really awkward
and i didnt want to be on the phone with him
because it just makes everything complicated i dont know
i would just rather not talk to him at all
lifes alot easier without him i guess, actually it is.
so from now on im def. not answering his calls.
today:
slept till 1, thats how stressed i am
i never sleep that late
then i was suppose to go get a christmas tree w.max
but i didnt get ready in time
so then i went & got lunch w.my mom @ the mall
&& PAIGE came to see me, i miss that hoe.
then went shopping & then ran into geni
who told me that my bestfriend is in the hospital
and then i got really stressed & was freaking out
but i did buy some super cute camo bed pants from quiksilver!
which im wearing right now
i dont know why im so stressed
i guess its cause i have had alot of bad news lately
and bryan calling really pissed me off.
well i gotta go, desp.housewives is coming on.
comment or something, dont be lame.
later.♥
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| licky licky licky.. like a peppermint swirl |
[Wednesday
August 24th, 2005
4:41pm] |
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mike jones // what you know about |
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so ive been busy lately
and havent updated in over a week
but whatever i dont care
today paige picked me & sarah up from my house
then we went over to heathers && then
met all the girls for breakfast @ village inn
there was like about 20 of us. AHHH
and yeah, the waitress wanted to strangle us
so then we all went to whitneys &&
then me dani paige sarah & jamie went back to school
skipped first period because.. it was stupid to go
so then went to second and colored in my planner woo hoo
bryan took me home && we hung out
then went to the mall && i got some kute shit
my feelings towards alot of things are changing
i think they are anyways..
its like, hard to explain or even think about
sometimes i feel like i need to let go of certain things
but then i think of all the reasons i've held on this long.
its really.. weird i dont know.. blah
anyways i need to get wasted.
this weekend has been stressful.
heres some pictures..
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| sneak away for a couple of hours.. |
[Sunday
August 14th, 2005
12:38pm] |
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what it is bitches
this weekend has been pretty good
because i havent had to WORK woo hoo
went out to dinner with my daddy
friday night went to the mall with paige
then was going to go over to some kids aarons
and meet up with ali pee. but it got broke up
so then i went to kyle hardings instead
got there & geni,jamie,kelly d,chelsea were there
so just hung out for a while
then TAP laura ky & sarah got there yayyyy
then everyone was startin to get in the pool
so i opted out of that && decided to head home
then saturday morning bryan came over to pick me over
got in the car to go to his pictures
and he has directions that his dad gave him
and i have directions that i got from mapquest
so he picks his dads directions over mine, which were wrong
so then we use MY directions which were RIGHT
got there & mark was there.
then after we left there went out to lunch at ale house
then went to the mall for a little
then came back to my moms house
made tacos for dinner && a cake, which fell apart.
&& we watched orange county, funniest movie ever.
i had a call in for work this morning
but i didnt have to go in
so i think im just gonna go out to eat with my mom
&& then play the rest of the day by year..
i need to go get a pedicure. that sounds really good.
heres some pictures.
thats my little brother, carter.
me && bryan smoked him out. lol
bryan trying to help him out, hes passed the fuck out lol.
awe look at those kuties.
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| when life gives me lemons, i make BEEF STEW! |
[Thursday
August 11th, 2005
5:09pm] |
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so school has definetly gotten ALOT better.
which is most definetly a good thing because
i cant stress to you how bad it was at first
i guess im use to it now. i dont know.
bryan took me home yesterday && we got mcdonalds
$.39 cheeseburger wednesdays! holler.
then went back to my house && did our homework.
it was so kute i loved it hahah.
then went out to dinner with my mom @ the loop.
then went to blockbuster && the grocery.
&& OH YEAH I DROVE :o) which bryan HATES.
oh yeah guys. guess what after i get my paycheck friday.
i get to get my license FINALLY. yep, i finally get my CAR!
&& kelly g. said since she bought a parking pass from someone
when she gets her real one, she said i can use it till i get mine!
talk about sweeeeeet. im excited. cause she is like 30 on the list.
and im finally ungrounded since school started
talk about a blessing from above. i need to get crunk okay.
i think i have to work tommorow night though, maybe not though.
i gotta admit, i dont want to. but i DO need the hours.
saturday im going with bryan to his senior pictures
&& were spending the whole day together :o) im excited.
&& then ofcourse i have to work sunday. so no fun that day.
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[Monday
August 8th, 2005
2:23pm] |
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first of all i would just like to stress to everyone
how much i HATE SCHOOL. seriously i do.
actually i dont think its SCHOOL in itself.
its just like.. everyone there lol
mandarin has seriously way too many kids.
you can not even walk thru the halls without being
bombarded by hundreds seriously HUNDREDS of kids everywhere
walking slow or pushing or running wild.
its CHAOTIC.. and personally, im already tired of it.
4000+ kids in one school is WAYYYYY TOO MUCH.
i couldnt sleep last night.
i kept waking up like every hour or two
and then i woke up again at 530..
and couldnt fall back asleep so i just woke up
got ready && shit && i was so excited
because i hadnt done my hair since the hairlady did it
&& i actually did a good job. i can never do it as good as her.
kudos to me. kudos to me. but ofcourse it didnt last long.
as soon as i step out of my house, my hair frizzed. to a new extreme.
I HATE FLORIDA WEATHER I SWEAR TO YOU.
mother nature must have her head on wrong or something.
because weather SUCCCCCCCCCKS.
so yeah i get to school && i see kelly && amber
so i go talk to them and kelly tells me she got hit by a bus
the side of her car is like. fucked. i felt so bad.
but its definetly a funny story she can tell everyone lol.
went to homeroom, which was gay.
1st period, kristen && me went to the wrong room.
so we had to run behind the school where the dumpsters are
to get to class on time. it was ridiculous.
i gotta admit it though, i told her to go to the wrong hall lol.
2nd was straight, got out of class for like 30 minutes
me && danielle went to go get "books" which ofcourse i didnt
3rd i have with jj sarah && chelsea its pretty fun
my teacher is a mix between a pirate/crack head/gay guy
its really quite interesting. seriously. lol
oh okay heres where i start to get pissed off.
i didnt eat dinner last night (had to work till late, no time.)
&& didnt have breakfast this morning either
&& i have d lunch so i eat last ofcourse
&& i get to the freakin cafeteria and there is NOTHING to eat
except for stale nachos && gross pizza
not to mention, the drink machines were broke.
all there was, was water. which i had been drinking all day.
so basically i ate stale nachos.. yummmmm?
4th period is ridiculous. the peopel are so gross. i hate it.
my teacher is so stuffy & strict its annoying.
then ofcourse my dad was late to pick me && april up today.
its bad enough he has to pick me up but he can atleast be on time
i need to seriously find a ride home okay lol.
i cant wait to get a fucking parking pass. seriously.
because of my horrible day, i then took it all out on bryan.
its like everyone just annoys me && pisses me off
&& because hes basically the only person i talk to
i take it all out on him, even though he did piss me off today.
nothing today went right. i wanted to just cry my eyes out.
but for whatever reason i didnt. which is suprising.
i am still starving.
&& i need to go get school supplies.
comment && let me know that im not the only one
who had a shitty first day of school.
thanks lovers.
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| beecause iiiii gotta get outta here.. |
[Friday
August 5th, 2005
7:55am] |
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i havent updated in like a week
because i have been keeping myself pretty busy
well theres only like.. 3 days till school
part of me is excited to see everyone
and then the other half is not excited at all
but its whatever. i got some tiiight new clothes
so atleast i can finally wear those geez
bryan is finally back from alabama
he was gone for a WEEK this time
i wanted to kill myself seriously
but they lost the tournament sooooo
that means they arent going to fuckin OHIO
thank the lord above me. i would have had a heart attack.
but yeah now he is back and everything is awesome with us
i've been hanging out with paige alot
because i love her && shes my bestest friend
we do everything together seriously its great
its good because i can actually trust her
shes genuinely a good person & i love that about her
were going today to my hairplace to get our hair did
im getting HILIGHTS. bleach blonde hilights
&& its gonna be sooo awesome
because i decided i hate my hair brown.
then i gotta go with bryan to the mall
&& then im hanging out with him during the night time.
so yeah my work completely owns me.
and let me just say i DONT like it.
today is my only day off and it sucks
saturday i work 2-close & sunday 11-6
THATS THE WHOLE TIME THE MALL IS OPEN.
dont get me wrong, i love working there
but the hours are a little crazy for me
i keep trying to tell myself wait till you get paid
then it will all be worth it but its KILLING me lol
oh yeah we had an o7 sleepover the other day
it was so fuckin funny & fun. had some good girl talk.
and we all got HOOTERS to eat (well me & paige went earlier)
well im gonna go because i dont know what else to write except..
( sleepoverrrr )
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| if you dont give a fuck put yah middle finger up :o) |
[Friday
July 29th, 2005
6:32pm] |
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well paige backed out on me today
and we didnt go shopping because
she hadddddddd to hang out with adan
boooooooooo.
so i went to the mall all by my lonesome
saw freaking like EVERYONE.
bryan akers taylor fries sam risa ali p.. etc..
oh yeah then i saw paige && adan. that pissed me off.
got a new black belt && some stuff from AE
&& i got bryan a nice polo shirt for when he comes back
i keep buying him all this stuff because
1.i love him 2.i love dressing him 3.i love him looking nice
i should prolly stop spending my money on him though
and i got some friggin black rainbows FINALLY
since some bitch STOLE my BRAND NEW old ones.
talked to ali p && her momma for a while i love them :o)
yeah i work basically all weekend which is SO SHITTY
but thats okay because it spose to rain thank GOD!
maybe i'll even get off early.. probablly not though
im so bored so im just.. randomnly writing in this thing
oh yeah, i cant decide if i should dye my hair back blonde
or just leave it brown.. comment and let me know
even if you dont have livejournal, still comment.
omgosh and let me just say i was THOROUGLY pissed this morning
when i was getting ready & realized i was out of eyeliner
that is like the one thing of makeup i wear EVERYDAY
i felt so naked with out it all day. ah.
okay i think im done, but heres another survey.
for all you bored children out there.
Erase my answers & put in your own. THEN REPOST.
1. What is your middle name? michelle
2. What color and kind of underwear are you wearing now? hot pink from vic secrets
3. What are you listening to right now? ShE gEt It FrOm HeR mOmmA!
4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 03
5. What was the last thing you ate? chik fila
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? tickle me pink
7. How is the weather right now? rainy & frizzy
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? bryan
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their face
10. Favorite type of Food? mexican
11. Do you drink? yeah
12. Do you smoke? who wants to knoooo
13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? hahah yeah unfortunetly
14. Hair color? brown
15. Eye color: blue
16. Do you wear contacts? nope
17. Single? obviously not
18. Favorite Month? december, its cold, christmas break, & christmas & newyears. cant beat that.
19. Have you ever cried for no reason? yeah, because im a drama queen
20. Last Movie you Watched? sixteen candles
21. Favorite Day of the Year? march 1, my birthday :o)
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? no, sometimes when me & bryan fight i will be like WERE DONE fuck you. and he'll be like take it back erica. and then i'll take it back. and he makes me ask him out lol.. dont ask were weird
24. Hugs or Kisses? kisses
25. chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla
26.Do you want your friends to respond? it doesnt really matter
27. Who is most likely to respond? ashleigh?
28. Who is least likely to respond? fuck if i know
29. What books are you reading? i aint readin no damn books negro please
30. Piercings? belly
31. Fav. Movie? sandlot or the notebook
32. Fav. baseball Team? atlanta braves because of bryan
34. Any pets? my puppy, baylee. && my cat, prince
35. A.I.M.= xv0lc0mbl0ndex
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? butter && salt
37. dogs or cats? dogs
38. Favorite Flower? hot pink roses
44. Have you ever fired a gun? a water gun.
45. Do you like to travel by plane? yeah. love it
46. Right-handed or Left-handed? right
48. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2
49. Are you missing someone? duh bryan
50. who do you think is gorgeous? paris hilton
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| im a spoiled brat && i gotta admit, i love it :o) |
[Thursday
July 28th, 2005
8:34pm] |
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i've been doing some crucial ass school shopping
i have spent so much $$$
spending money makes me feel really good
and i dont think thats a good thing either
i feel carefree && extremely happy
i really hope bryan becomes like..
a major league baseball player when hes older
so i can go shopping all day long lol
my dad asked me the other day what i would say
if bryan asked me to marry him, when i turn 18
i gotta admit, i said yes. my dad just smiled.
which was really hard to understand but w/e.
funny story, here we go
this girl who remains annonymous
has been taking all my shit
of my profile, she copied my myspace COMPLETELY
and my entries in my livejournal
and i confronted her
and she freaks out and makes up all these lies
it was the funniest thing ever. seriously. hahah
did more shopping today at the outlet in st.aug
with my fave.dooley bug & lauren & the mommy
got this kute little coach purse for cheap
and some polo's from ralph lauren that im OBSESSED with
and this cute ass purse from banana
i was bargain shopping today i got everything cheap
i was incredibly proud of myself :o)
well orientation is in like.. 3 days
im excited to see everyone yah know
speaking of seeing people
bryan is out of town for baseball YET AGAIN
hopefully, he's not gone THAT LONG this time
if they lose theyre outta the tourny
EVERYONE SAY A PRAYER (for them to lose ofcourse) lol
thats all im done bye.
( survey thingy. )
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| iiiiiiiiii iiiiiiii gotta get outta here.. |
[Sunday
July 24th, 2005
6:05pm] |
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bascically i work everyday.
i never thought of myself as someone
who's life was consumed by work.
i mean thats just NOT ME okay.
and at night i hang out with either bryan
or go on dates w/paige (what can i say? lol.)
my backpack still has yet to arrive
im getting a little pissed
but im excited, i got some tiiiii ass jeans today
3 pairs from aber & 2 from hollister
and then i get to go school shopping like wednesday
bryan is going out of town AGAIN.
this time he's going to fuckin alabama.
way the hell away from jacksonville.
he leaves wednesday & depending on if they lose/win
they could be gone 1 day to 6 days
oh well, i got shit to do before school anyways
1. go school shopping
2. get a fucking crucial ass tan
3. hilight my hair (thats right, im going back blonde)
4. pay off my fucking car FINALLY.
5. go to orientation
6. get my windows tinted
and im shure like 406832462 other things
that my mind cant think of right this moment
anyways,i have a really bad headache right now
and im tired of typing but i will do this little..
surveyish thing. so here you go.
( survey. )
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| baby blues eyes, your head on my shoulder.. |
[Monday
July 18th, 2005
9:01pm] |
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okay first of all, i grounded for those pics i put on my last update
and so my dad made me take them off.. i dont care whatever
it was pretty embarrassing to have that ugly dude with us in them
a n y w h o o o o
the past week has been really rough
i got grounded because of the pictures
which made my dad think im an "alcoholic/drug abuser"
he wanted to send me back to UC but i flipped a shit
theres no way im switching schools again
i came to mandarin FOR bryan & im DEFINETLY not leaving
and on top of all of that, bryans been out of town
yep, at another flippin baseball tournament
im mad that he has to go out of town AGAIN buttttt
he pitched the championship game w/14 strikeouts
and only gave up 2 hits. so im pretty proud, thats my boy.
i wish i could have been there to see though :o(
when he's out of town he's with "the boys" and he hardly talks to me
i guess i understand where he's coming from in certain aspects
all week ive been feeling like he doesnt like me as much anymore
but then we hung out today after not seeing eachother for 8 days
and everything was so perfect. it was such a relief you have no idea
we just laid there and talked and flirted with eachother
and cuddled and i did his laundry lol
but i am sad because since they won that game now they go to ALABAMA
and he'll be gone for like.. 4 days AGAINNNNNNNN
baseball is like a bad dream that wont go away i swear.
sorry if im talking about bryan, its the only thing on my mind
ended up going to the beach with doo- today for like 3 hours
my face is burnt, but nothing else!&@$^ WTFFFFF
i am definetly not going BACK to school paler than i left okay
saw kylie brooke nicole/kendra & deanna
i dont work wednesday until 5 oclock
so lets hit up the beach my niggahs.
holler atcha girllll <3
ps 3 WEEKS TILL SCHOOL STARTS
(drum roll)LET THE DRAMA BEGIN
hahahha
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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[Wednesday
July 13th, 2005
2:03pm] |
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i updated this especially for little miss samantha kelly lol.
i've been really busy what can i say? anyways..
the last two nights i hung out with sam kristen heath & chelsea & ash
we went over to scotts & got fucking drunk & it was so fun
and then we all went over to jenks house & then publix
went to sams house, went to my house, went to heathers, went to kristens
we spent the first night @ heathers & the second at kristens
went to my first day of work today, it was good i guess.
incase yall didnt know, im working at limited too @ the new mall.
yeah i know WAHHHHH HOOOOOO. not. lol
i have another orientation for work tomm.
and then i raelly start working.. saturday i think
"welcome to the realworld"
bryans going out of town YET AGAIN (growls)
i fucking hate him going/being out of town
i dont like to not know what he's doing yah know
the earliest he could be back is saturday
and the latest is monday..
i hate to say it, i know its mean, but i hope they lose.
im fixing to go to my mothers house
hopefully we can go do some shopping
i need to get chelsea a birthday present
i'll have pictures later tonight. love.
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[Thursday
July 7th, 2005
8:02am] |
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THE FIRST...
First best friend: Morgan
First car: Black Jetta
First real kiss: 8th grade
First real break-up: mmm.. 9th grade?
First screen name: a&fcutie..sumthin
First album you bought: spicegirls?
First funeral: my granddaddy's
First pet: my poodle sugar
First piercing: Ears
First credit card: yeah.. i havent got to that yet
First true love: bryannn
THE LAST TIME...
Last cigarette: uh, yesterday
Last car ride: to work
Last kiss: july 4th (bryan's been out of town)
Last library book checked out: the tara lapinksi one from the 4th grade that i still have
Last movie seen: bring it on again
Last beverage drank: sprite
Last food consumed: chikfila
Last phone call: erica
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: rainbows
Last CD played: yellowcard
Last item bought: mcdonalds yesterday
Last annoyance: my stepdad
Last disappointment: bryan
Last time wanting to die: earlier on in the school year
Last shirt worn: this abercrombie tee
Last word you said: yeah
Last song you sang: you & me- lifehouse
What color socks are you wearing? im not wearing any..
What color underwear are you wearing?: pink
What's under your bed?: nothing
What time did you wake up today? liek 7:30 (had to go to work
CURRENT THINGS...
Current music: my cell phone ringing-- cant touch this!
Current taste: chikfila (breakfast)
Current desktop wallpaper: me ash & cort lol
Current book: i dont really do reading
Current color of toenails: pink
Current time-wasting wish: that bryan would come back from uf because i miss him like absolute crazy
Current hate: that im at work
One or the Other:
1. Black or white? white
2. Boxers or briefs? boxers
3. Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
4. Salt or pepper? salt
5. Sweet or sour? sweet
6. Vanilla or chocolate? vanilla
7. Short or long? long
8. Cheap or expensive? either. depends on what it is.
9. Firm or soft? soft
10. Hot or cold? hot
My favorite...
1. Color is: aqua or yellow
2. Song is: Listen to your heart, you & me, REAL big
3. Scent is: burberry brit (that bryan got me before he left)
4. Alcoholic beverage is: bud light. i love beer.
Five things you ate in the last 24 hours:
1:magnolia chicken salad, breadsticks, okra, chikfila, barbeque chips
im at work & i DONT WANT TO BE
i hope i get to hang out with cort today
i hope i hope i hope
bryan and i got in a huge fight last night
i hate fighting with him when he's so far away
i dont know what i should do about him
sometimes i think i should just let him go
but i know it will hurt me even more to be away from him
cant live with him, cant live without him i gues :o/
boys are so complicated i swearrrrrrrr
i just wanna hold him & kiss him & tell him i love him
but i guess i wont even be able to do that for a while
he gets back friday & has a baseball tourney all weekend
shitty for me riiight. well yeah it is.
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| let the good times roll... |
[Wednesday
July 6th, 2005
2:07pm] |
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heyyyyyy bitches kay so im pretty much mad at bryan
because he is a little baseball playing fuck face
he hasnt called from camp & it pisses me off
not like i havent been having fun because i defintely have
oh well, life goes on right. RIIIIIGHT KAY.
spent july 4th with bryan, went to the fireworks @ the beach
and ofcourse we were fighting the whole time
because he was driving MY car and i was afraid he was going to wreck it
and then we couldnt find a place to park
and i was hungry & pissed cause my hair was frizzing
but when the fireworks started we were fine & watched them in the rain
(not exactly how i pictured it but whhhhhhatever okay)
kristen & ash picked me up tuesday & we went to the mall
then came back to kristens & laid out & got in the pool
then got ready & picked danielle up from work, got some goods too :o)
went to chuckycheese which is DEFINETLY NOT as fun as it use to be
there was an overload of niggers working there and they were rude
also there was too many little shithead kids but the food was WAY good
left there & went over to tom's house & hung out there
cort & katie came.. WOWW WEE! hahah so im glad i got to see cort
then erin called & we decided to go over to justiani's (sp?)
ahhh it was so fun lol.. charles picked danielle up :o(
we left came back to ash's & thenwent on a walk to kasia's
came back here & i passed out watching mean girls
today we just got some mcdonalds
and sat around watching movies waa hoo
were crazy what can i say lol
going to my moms tonight yipee
i think were gonna go see a movie
( we so crazy my nigga )
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| STOP it's the mother fuckkkin remix. |
[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005
8:50pm] |
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ahhhhhh i dont know why i write in here i dont even like it
kay so i havent updated in a week so let me reflect..
saturday went out to dinner w/the rents & bryan
at this REALLY nice restaurant, my dad & bryan got DUCK.
it was the grossest thing ever okay.
then we went and saw bewitched which suckkkked.
came home & went to the tennis courts ;o)
sunday, lauren picked me up
we went to her house & got ready
i drove her car to target to get candy
ran into ali pitt's & her momma ♥
then met laura,brooke,amy up at the movies
saw bewitched, AGAIN. i wanted to shoot myself.
then met kellyn up at the gasstation to ride together
and then bryan came up there to see me :o)
then went to this guy jeremy's which was fun
then went to krispy kreme @ like 1 & got free shit
monday we slept till like 1ish.
then got lunch at la nopalera yumm.
then went running errands then came home
paige came over & we went to michaels
& i made a shadowbox with memories from this year
then we watched hitch which was gay..
today went to the mall & runnin errands
then stopped by adan's, then went to bryans
then went out to dinner @ carrabas :o)
came home & went to michaels again & made a collage
well, im spose to be going bowling with bryan tomm.
and then out to lunch/dinner or whatever.
i havent hung out with him in a while, i miss him :o(
ps my dad stresses me out really bad
and pisses me off really bad okay okay okay
end of story.
no ♥ by the way. i hate you. uhhhhhh.
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| girl gimme thaaaaaaaat |
[Thursday
June 23rd, 2005
12:15pm] |
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this week has been pretty tiiiight yo
monday went & got lunch with bryan @ panera
then came home & packed & lauren,brooke, & laura picked me up
went to laurens & changed clothes & shiiiit
then went back over to brookes & all the girls were there
(nicole,sara,lauren,kellyn,amy,brooke,tap,laura,& me)
went on a scavenger hunt (my team was me laura kellyn & lauren)
we had to do the CRAZIEST shit. it was sucha blast :o)
we finally fell asleep around 4
then tuesday went back to laurens house @ 11
bryan picked me up & we went & got breakfast @ village inn
then washed our cars haha. then we just hung out
made some good ass dinner & we made a cake which was so good
wednesday morning @ freakin 630 i woke up & got ready
kellyn & amy picked me up & we met everyone at mcdonalds
then we started on our roadtrip w/me nicole kellyn & amy
and about 15 more people that graduated already
so yeah i was the youngest one there lol ohh well
we got SO WASTED at like 9am it was so fun
we finally got to the itchnetucknee & i slept the whole way down
i was fucking PASSED OUT. then we got lost trying to leave
finally got home around 7ish. watched a lifetime movie & passed out
today has been shitty though
all i did was layout & my dog ate my chapstick
im going to my moms tonight & i think so is bryan
kay im out.
ps i hope my little cortney is doing good
the poor little dear got her wisdom teeth out :o(
hmm whats in those cups ? lol.
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| pouuuuuuuur some sugahhh on meee ♥ |
[Friday
June 17th, 2005
9:16pm] |
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giiiiiiiiiirl fight |
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yesterday i went to the mall with bryan
then went to cortneys, got some dinner @ la nopalera?
then went to bryans game up @ msa
came home & watched clueless, which..
i think i finally understand all the perverted jokes now.
then me & cort woke up & hung out & shiii
then bryan picked me up & we went to san marco
to buy my dad a fathers day present
then went to bonos & got dinner then to my sisters game
tried some new on the way home which was really cool kinda lol
came home & bryan LOCKED HIS KEYS IN THE CAR
so him & my dad broke in through the window with a hanger
and after 40 minutes finally hit the unlock button
then watched tv & packed for ambers tommorow
ahhh paige is picking me up tomm. @ 10am
then were headin to the bEaChHoUse for the night.
crunkness? im thinking.. YESSSSSSSSS.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
leave a message. bitch.
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| and when she gets mad, you best leave her alone. |
[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005
7:51pm] |
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get itttttttt poppin' |
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i feel like writing so here i go..
♥sunday ♥
i brought bryan an icee
and hung out with paige & ashleigh
went swimming & watched boogeyman
♥ monday ♥
paige left & cort came over
got crunnnnnnnnnnnk. cause we sweet.
then bryan came over & they left
went to my little sisters softball tourney
then came home & went in the hottub
♥ tuesday ♥
i had to workkkk. gayyyy.
and i was really rudely interupted by
a certain person who thinks im "out to get them"
i use to think my parents were out to get me
i guess everyone goes through that stage hmm..
went to the op mall to get a tag made for my car
it fittin' to be tiight yo.
then came home & got in a huge fight with bryan AGAIN
because basically he is a prick around brandon and yeah
so then me & cort were just gonna go get some dinner
but then bryan told me he was on his way to my house
so we met her & conrad up at steak&shHhake and ate
then me & bry went & saw mr&mrs.smith which was okay
we cuddled the whole time & ofcourse he got me UN-mad at him like always
then he took me for a suprise ride to starbucksss :o)
we came home & talked about stuff cause we needed too for serious
then watched along came polly.
♥ i have to work tommorow. ♥
and then going out to dinner w.my mom
and then back to her house
i realized today that sometimes i just need to relax
and not worry about things so much, cause i do..
i stress over every little thing and it annoys me
i feel like nothing is ever right and i can almost always
find something to be mad about and its just really annoying
im so incredibly pessimistic it drives me insane
oh yeah, i need a job. bad. really bad. super bad.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im such a whiner.
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| a serious need for bonding & crunknessss |
[Sunday
June 12th, 2005
4:31pm] |
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HANSON.. woo hoo |
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ATTENTION JUNIOR LADIES:
SLEEPOVER @ MY CASA
JUNE 15 (THIS WEDNESDAY)
BRING SOME ALCHY &&&
YOUR WONDERFUL.. DRAMA FREE SELF
& OFCOURSE, A BIKINI!
I'LL SEE YOUR FINE SELF THERE!
♥ ♥ ♥
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